Damian's POV. I can't feel anything right now,this feeling,it's cold,empty and numb. I feel like there's no reason for me to live any longer, the love of my life and my baby is dead, what else does life have to offer??. Damian are you ok?". Oliver asked squatting beside me. Do I look ok to you, she's dead and it's my fault". I yell at him unable to control the pain and anger am feeling. No it's not your fault, we were just too late" Oliver replied me stroking my back. I know he cares,he's trying to make me feel better but I feel worse. Don't you see Oliver, if I hadn't fallen in love with her this wouldn't have happened,all she. wanted was to go home but I still held her here against her will and now she's dead" I say to him with tears running down my face. If I had been told a few weeks back that my life would change and I'd be broken and crying one day because of a girl? I'd have laughed so hard I'd probably have a stomach ache,but here I am now unable to comprehend this pain I'm feeling. I've never felt so void before and it's all because of Katerina Montez,she came into my life with her sassy,fearless and reckless attitude but now she's gone, unless. I have an idea but I don't know if it'll work". Lola said to me coming to kneel by Kate's side. And what's your idea Lola,what can we do that will bring her back". Oliver asks as he turns to Lola giving her a questioning glance. We'll make her a vampire, she's dead now so if you give her your blood she'll turn". Lola said to me keeping a steady glance at me. No we can't,it's not right, she wouldn't have wanted this". Oliver disagree raking his hair with his hands and pacing around. He's right, Katerina would never have wanted to die but we don't have a choice,if this is the only road of hope for her I'm willing to follow it. You're right Oliver,she wouldn't have wanted this" I say to Oliver. Fishing out a knife in my pocket,I cut my wrist and it starts to spill blood,. But she wouldn't have wanted to die either" I conclude to him

Thrusting my wrist forward to Kate' s lips, I let a huge chunk of my blo od drop into my slightly parted lips . I wait, we all wait for seconds,seconds turning to minutes an d minutes turning to hours, hoping that somehow a little spec k of life is still in her but it's hopeless because she's gone . We better head back to the castl e before it's dark out" Oliver s ays to me bending to pick Kate up . But I stop him,I'll car ry her,it's my cross and my pain to bear not his . I'll carry her, you take care o f Lola,let's go" . I say to both Oliver and Lola making sure I've go t Kate's body in position . We've walked for miles,unable to whoo sh back to the castle because this ti me there's no reason for us to do that . I'm gonna throw up,I thin k am gonna be sick with y ou swinging me like that" . We suddenly stop,not because we' re tired but because we know that voice like the back of our hands . Struggling to get dow n from my shoulder,is our reckless princess . Kat eri na" . I breathe out unable to contain my happiness,I drop her gently to the floor and pull her int o the most tightest hug I've ever given anybody . Don't choke me,its not like am dead" K ate spat back at me . We all laugh at her words,not be cause it's funny but we never tho ught we'd see that attitude again . It's good t o have you again Kate" . Oliver said pulli ng her for a hug, even Lola joins in . Why are you guys like this,d id I die and resurrect?" She questioned laughing a little . But our sudden silence gets to her and I thi nk she's figured it out . No y ou di dn't" . She yel ls looki ng at me . Yes we did, I couldn't let you die" . I say to her trying as much as I can not to lock gaze with her . So I'm a vampire now,I'll drink bloo d and kill innocent people??" She que stioned again starting to get panicky . I know it's because she's still t ransforming,all her senses are he ightened and so is her blood lust . Hey look at me, we'll help you,I'll te ach you how to control it but right now you have to feed or you'll really die"

I say to pulling her clos e to wrap my arms around her and stroking her hair . But I don't wann a be like this" She begins to cry . I can't help but feel guilty,t his is all my fault but we'll p ass through this phase together . She'll help me with my life and I'll help her with her life, to gether we'll overcome everything . Come on pr incess let 's go home" . I say to her be nding to pick h er up in my arms . Hold it there jerk,I'm a va mpire now that means I can superspeed like you right?" . She asks me giving that c orky glare that I'm so gr ateful to be seeing again . Yea h,s o?" . I answer h er giving her a smirk . I already know where this is going to, our s assy lady is back and this time she's got ev ery attitude of hers heightened at it's peak . So,get your hands off me,I can whoosh back myself,no need for you to show off" . Just saying that she's turned ar ound walking back . Um can you two lo ve birds start wa lking,I'm thirsty" . Lola asked directing h er question to Kate and laughing at our antics . Um Lol a" Kat e began . Ye ah ?" . Thank yo u for sa ving me" . Kate told he r giving her a killer hug . Now you slow poke s race you all ba ck to the castle" . And with that she's gone, running with s peed I've never seen . Yep,that's her,that's m y Katerina,my queen wit h her reckless attitude . Together, vampire clan is always gonna be on fire but it's fine,well just burn things toget her cos she's back and she's not leaving again . She wasn't helpless before bu t now she's stronger than she 's ever been, she's my queen. 1 0 0